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Wednesday, February 10th, 2010

Subject:when i kill myself, it will be like this:
Time:2:29 am.
hot and wet.

laying in the claw foot basin

hot like the tears streaming down my face

slowly finally my body enveloped into the safety of a boiling sea

skin turning over, pale white, flushed pink, burned red, back to ghostly white

arms outstretched veins torn open as i after the breakdown/up

eventually cold draining slowly refilling with purity from above

your name scrawled on hips lips each midnight fingertip
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Wednesday, January 27th, 2010

Time:8:16 pm.
Please don't say we're done
When I'm not finished
I could give you so much
Make you feel, like never before
Welcome, they said welcome to the floor

It's been a while
And you've found someone better
But I've been waiting too long to give this up
The more I see, I understand
But sometimes, I still need you

Sometimes, I still need you
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Tuesday, December 29th, 2009

Time:2:59 am.

Stayed single almost the whole year?
nah, spent almost the whole year conjoined at the hip.

Were involved in something you'll never forget?
bbq sauce squad

Tripped over a coffee table?
kind of pushed ally into a coffee table.
and also
tripped acid & stared at a coffee table.
those count?

Dyed your hair?
oh for sure! bleach to pink, back to red, fade to brown, back to red, repeat.

Did you meet any new friends this year?
definitely. and also just as important- getting to know some of my friends better!

Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?
brand new! nat frat! and very soon- lotus and mstrkrft!

Did you have a cake at your birthday?
Unfortunately not. Raj bought a party sized pizza though!

Did you get any presents for your birthday?
liquor! Jager!

Did you cut class?

Did you get good grades?
Second Honors Deans List second semester last year!

Did you have a job?
Proctoring work study, ChaCha-ing, Goodwill in Maine, & now Goodwill in Worcester.

Did you go on any vacations?
Sackville, New Brunswick; New York City & Dover, NJ.

Was 2009 a good year?

Do you think 2010 will top 2009?

In 2009 I...

Kissed in the snow?

Had your heart broken?
not entirely broken but a bit of bruising

Painted a picture?

Ran a mile?
surprisingly yes thanks to skype motivated work outs & electronica dance music

Sat home all day doing nothing?
sat at the apartment, stole wifi from the porch, played Donkey Kong on Super Nintendo all day- yep.

Lost something expensive?
sold my soul.

Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it?
raw carrots. they are surprisingly palatable.
thanks for the introduction charlotte!

Made a change in your life?
hopefully for the better

Met great people?

Stayed up 'til sunrise?
too often!

Cried over the silliest thing?
i cry over spilled milk, so yeah what didn't i cry over?

Had friends who were drifting away from you?
unfortunately drifted over the pond to foggy london town & africa & such!

Spent most of your money on food?
well alcohol counts as food, right? so, yeah, there goes the majority of my money.
also, being off the meal plan is a lot less exciting than one would think.

Gotten sick?
couldn't get rid of the cough ally & i kept reinfecting each other with spring 09!
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Sunday, July 20th, 2008

Subject:get silly
Time:9:45 pm.
I lay my head onto the sand.
The sky resembles a backlit canopy with holes punched in it.
I'm counting ufo's.
I signal them with my lighter
and in this moment i am happy, happy.
The world's a roller coaster and I am not strapped in.
Maybe I should hold with care,but my hands are busy in the air.
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here.

I think my life goal was happiness.
and now I think I am.
so if I’m truly happy with where I am
(maine, real/fake id, pabst blue ribbon,
 george killian’s irish red, spiced rum, 
menthol smooths x4 a day, lil wayne’s lollipop, 
doug’s couch, mango ganja, sour diesel,
 California grade, louis vuitton e, cheap blow,
 slutty girls, friendly boys, Lewiston/auburn)
is there any need to ever change?
however, I guess though I’m happy, I could still stand to be happier. less lonely. richer. etc.
it’s never enough, is it?
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Monday, June 23rd, 2008

Time:12:40 pm.
 I feel sick
kind of nauseous and headache and sore throat and feeling crappy.

yesterday my mom told me that I probably wouldn't get sick so often if I stopped smoking.
great. so now apparently mommy know. 

my life continues to be boring.
work today, wednesday, and thursday 4:30-9:30.

maybe I'll go down to massachusetts on friday because I obviously have nothing to do here at home.
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